Monday, February 7, 2011
Please stop the ride, I'd like to get off now
I feel like I have been riding one of these 24-7 for the better part of 3 weeks now. I also thought I would have gotten off the ride by today. So sure, in fact, that I had booked this as a vacation day and was hoping to maybe see a movie, take myself to lunch, get some overdue errands and cleaning done. Instead I will be doing none of that. I didn't even get to sleep in and have spent the better part of my morning on calls and emails.
I hope I will get some relief by later tonight. And I am sure I will be posting something to try and make sense of it all. Because I have been through such highs and lows over the past few weeks that right now I am just in a really confused space. And don't really know what to do with it. Or, more importantly, how to get out of it.
For a "vacation day" Monday, I am feeling more than frazzled. I feel spent, exhausted, drained, fried and completely worn out.
But still hanging in there....(or at least trying to)