While there was no improper use of a post-it note, this all has a very Berger (Sex and the City) feel to it. The feeling of "this should have worked, but it didn't", and you can't quite explain why.
I know all of that.
But today and right now I just have this sort of sad feeling. And as my very zen friend V might appreciate, I am going to go ahead and honor that feeling of sadness for a couple days. And then I am just going to pick myself up and keep looking forward.
I am sure I will be back to some regular posting now that the whole big question mark of Mr. Toothbrush is out of the way. I will say, it felt good to share everything here. I felt less alone with my thoughts and appreciate everyone who left me thoughtful comments or sent me sweet notes. You have no idea how awesome that was. Thanks for reading me, even when I am at my un-funniest. And I will aim for more funny moving forward :)