Have you ever had a day where it just seems like no matter how hard you try, you can't get things right? No matter how much you think things through, or try to be pleasing or accommodating....you just fall short. Over and over. And you pick yourself off and dust yourself off and all of that and keep going.
And fall short all over again.
And again, and again.
I've been going through a period lately where I just don' feel like I can catch a break. Yes, work is a part of it, but to be honest it is more than that at times too. Maybe that's what makes it all feel a little more worrisome or stressful.
I feel like I am losing at everything.
I know I have figured if I keep moving forward, keep trying, keep pushing, eventually it is bound to turn around. Has to. Got to.
But I am finding myself today just feeling like a person trying to fit in somewhere, ANYwhere, really. To feel like I can be myself and that is ok, no matter if that person may be having a really good day or a really bad day.